Limbo...
Mood: Restless
What I'm watching right now: Martinsville NASCAR race
So I kind of feel like I'm in limbo. I'm waiting on word from some people on the book right now and I also need to send out a few more fulls and partials that need to be sent in the mail, other than that... nothing.
I still feel like I *hypothetically* want to make the changes that the *hypothetical* agent and I talked about a few weeks ago. I think they will make my book better, but all of that depends on what happens with the rest of the submissions that I have out right now. Like I said: limbo.
I've started another book, but by started I mean I have about ten pages that I'm not over the moon about. When I first started writing my Current Book, I couldn't get enough. I'm not sure if it was because I had my best friend reading it as I wrote it or because I knew it was a good one. Either way, that's not happening with the New One. I like it, it could be good but I could also read another Davidson book, ya follow me?
There's also the issue of the First Book. The book that took me a year and a half to write. I love that book, but out of fear or something, I can't seem to get back to it. I know it's good, I know it's a great idea but I also know that it needs to be overhauled. Writing the Current Book showed me what it was like to write a good book and I know that the First Book needs to be like.
I guess it was just such an overwhelming process for me that it's almost scary to go back there. But I need to, because I have something there, I just need to make it great.
On top of all of this, I'm starting a new job tomorrow, and I'm seriously considering going back to school in January... because I'm a masochist, I think.
Why can't I find someone to pay me to watch MTV or HGTV all day? That's a job I could excel at!
No news yet.
-B
What I'm watching right now: Martinsville NASCAR race
So I kind of feel like I'm in limbo. I'm waiting on word from some people on the book right now and I also need to send out a few more fulls and partials that need to be sent in the mail, other than that... nothing.
I still feel like I *hypothetically* want to make the changes that the *hypothetical* agent and I talked about a few weeks ago. I think they will make my book better, but all of that depends on what happens with the rest of the submissions that I have out right now. Like I said: limbo.
I've started another book, but by started I mean I have about ten pages that I'm not over the moon about. When I first started writing my Current Book, I couldn't get enough. I'm not sure if it was because I had my best friend reading it as I wrote it or because I knew it was a good one. Either way, that's not happening with the New One. I like it, it could be good but I could also read another Davidson book, ya follow me?
There's also the issue of the First Book. The book that took me a year and a half to write. I love that book, but out of fear or something, I can't seem to get back to it. I know it's good, I know it's a great idea but I also know that it needs to be overhauled. Writing the Current Book showed me what it was like to write a good book and I know that the First Book needs to be like.
I guess it was just such an overwhelming process for me that it's almost scary to go back there. But I need to, because I have something there, I just need to make it great.
On top of all of this, I'm starting a new job tomorrow, and I'm seriously considering going back to school in January... because I'm a masochist, I think.
Why can't I find someone to pay me to watch MTV or HGTV all day? That's a job I could excel at!
No news yet.
-B
Labels: Limbo