I'm a lazy, bad, lazy person...
Mood: Not spectacular but okay. I just destroyed my breakfast, which to a I'm-a-good-cook-I-can-handle-this person like myself, isn't the best feeling in the world.
What I'm Listening To Right Now: This Aint No Scene, It's an Arms Race by Fall Out Boy
So, if I could just sum up my weekend for you all in a word, it would be sleep. If I had two words, they would be sleep and football. If I had nine words, they would be I Slept and Watched My Football Team Lose Horribly. All of this ends up with me not writing a book, that's for sure.
I've been writing this book for so long now, you would think that I was be more disciplined in the way, or how much, I write. Then again, if I was disciplined perhaps I would be done by now. I'm a walking contradiction these days.
Anyway, I've pretty much figured out that if I'm not a lazy, bad, lazy person I can finish this book in about two weeks. There's just really not much left that needs to happen before my finals scenes. Then I just have to rip the book apart in editing, put it back together and I'm smooth sailing.
I'm know I'm being very scatter-brained in this post and I apologize, but I've just been feeling very lazy lately. It may have something to do with the fact that I hurt my ankle and can't workout, thus feeling like I sit on the couch all day. (Which is totally a doctor's recommendation, by the way.) And being a writer doesn't help when you basically just sit in front of a computer, preferably on the couch, and write in between being a procrastinator and checking your e-mail.
Not to mention that my other big project that I'm working on requires surfing the net and networking online, so I basically feel like I'm procrastinating even when I'm working. I'm a mess, I tell ya.
I need to get that writer's confidence that I've seen other writers have when somebody comes up to them and says, "I could totally write a book, that seems easy enough." Then they reply with, "Then go write a book and get back to me with how easy it is, stupidhead."
Okay, so maybe other writers don't use the term stupidhead, but it's completely on point to people who say things like that. Writing a book is hard, even if I do get to do it while sitting on a couch.
-B
What I'm Listening To Right Now: This Aint No Scene, It's an Arms Race by Fall Out Boy
So, if I could just sum up my weekend for you all in a word, it would be sleep. If I had two words, they would be sleep and football. If I had nine words, they would be I Slept and Watched My Football Team Lose Horribly. All of this ends up with me not writing a book, that's for sure.
I've been writing this book for so long now, you would think that I was be more disciplined in the way, or how much, I write. Then again, if I was disciplined perhaps I would be done by now. I'm a walking contradiction these days.
Anyway, I've pretty much figured out that if I'm not a lazy, bad, lazy person I can finish this book in about two weeks. There's just really not much left that needs to happen before my finals scenes. Then I just have to rip the book apart in editing, put it back together and I'm smooth sailing.
I'm know I'm being very scatter-brained in this post and I apologize, but I've just been feeling very lazy lately. It may have something to do with the fact that I hurt my ankle and can't workout, thus feeling like I sit on the couch all day. (Which is totally a doctor's recommendation, by the way.) And being a writer doesn't help when you basically just sit in front of a computer, preferably on the couch, and write in between being a procrastinator and checking your e-mail.
Not to mention that my other big project that I'm working on requires surfing the net and networking online, so I basically feel like I'm procrastinating even when I'm working. I'm a mess, I tell ya.
I need to get that writer's confidence that I've seen other writers have when somebody comes up to them and says, "I could totally write a book, that seems easy enough." Then they reply with, "Then go write a book and get back to me with how easy it is, stupidhead."
Okay, so maybe other writers don't use the term stupidhead, but it's completely on point to people who say things like that. Writing a book is hard, even if I do get to do it while sitting on a couch.
-B
Labels: Feeling Lazy