And the hits just keep on coming...
I'm having a really, really crappy day today. I mean, it's hitting the red line and then exploding on the crap-o-meter. Bad, bad, bad. I don't even think watching Oprah could bring me out of this funk, I'm still harboring issues with her for the whole James Frey thing.
The pressure to write a good book is multipying by the day. It needs to be good, really good. You know, the scariest thing about taking on a project like this is that, I want it so badly. The dissapointment of it being horrible lies on no one but me, and will probably only devastate no one but me. The thought of going and hiding under the covers has hit me about 1,000 times today. It's still an option, but I think the thing that would make this day better, more productive, would be for me to get my ass at my desk and work on this book. To make it amazing. It's funny, I feel like I can do it, I really do. It's just my self-doubt that is making me wonder if I will do it. I'm my father's child, I know that self-doubt comes with the territory, I just wish it wouldn't kick my ass so much.
OK, I'm off to make this book spectacular. Wish me luck.
As always, send comments to me at racechick@bellsouth.net
Have a better day than me!
The pressure to write a good book is multipying by the day. It needs to be good, really good. You know, the scariest thing about taking on a project like this is that, I want it so badly. The dissapointment of it being horrible lies on no one but me, and will probably only devastate no one but me. The thought of going and hiding under the covers has hit me about 1,000 times today. It's still an option, but I think the thing that would make this day better, more productive, would be for me to get my ass at my desk and work on this book. To make it amazing. It's funny, I feel like I can do it, I really do. It's just my self-doubt that is making me wonder if I will do it. I'm my father's child, I know that self-doubt comes with the territory, I just wish it wouldn't kick my ass so much.
OK, I'm off to make this book spectacular. Wish me luck.
As always, send comments to me at racechick@bellsouth.net
Have a better day than me!